be sure to read my last entry too!!!! this is just something random!!

I wish people could stop lying to me... I'm taking pictures with the digital camera and I swear to goodness... I'm ugly as shit!! And I'm FAT! And you know what everyone...you all can say what you want because none of you know how much I weigh... Don't you know it doesn't make people feel good when you say they look pretty when they really DONT!!? Especially when you tell them thry're beautful because beauty comes from the inside and the outside combined. All you're doing is setting them up!! And oh my goonessI hate my legs!!!! And to top it all off my hair is a total MESS!!! (soft as hell... but still, it's a mess) I HATE THE WAY I LOOK!!!!! I wish I was someone else. (Or I wish I couldlose like 2 inches, and grow 2 inches on my hair) I'm gonna go cry now.

(not to sound shallow or w/e but you know... i had to put that out there. dont get the wrong idea about me)

updated 8:24 PM AND OMG... I'VE GOT THE FATTEST CHEEKS!I WISH I COULD LIKE STAB MY CHEEK AND MAKE ALL OFTHE TISSUE AND CRAP RUN OUT AND THEN TAPE IT BACK WIF A BANDAID. GUYS DONT LIKE GIRLS WIF FAT CHEEKS. IM SOOOO UGLY!!!! AAAAH, IM GONNA GO AND CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP OMG OMG... I HATE MY FRIGGIN FACE.

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