I don't have much of anything to say right now, but you know, I have to update because of all of these reviews and shit even when I don't really want to in order to better my scores. I'm a sucker for high scores. ;)

Eww, Ashanti dyed her hair and she's looking exceptionally ugly today on 106th and Park. LoL, I applied for this one review site and they said they don't like it when you say "fag" out of context in the rules, and that used to be my favorite random word to use so I don't know how that's going to work. Whatever, I worry too much... that's my biggest problem.

Know what?? Everyone is always asking me what's wrong now ever since I broke down last week, and it's sort of funny but at the same time it's sad.

I mean, it's funny because I can be making a face at the moment maybe because I smelled something, but they'll always ask me whats wrong no matter what and it's so annoying that its actually funny because, like I said, if I'm just that mad then I'll tell you or else I'll just be crying and defenselees and you can find out if you ask me. People just don't listen...

Also, it can be sad because it's almost like they expect me to always be sad... or extremely happy. It's either "you're REALLY happy today!!" or "Alicia, why are you so sad!?" or "What's wrong!!?"... it's almost like I'm never in a normal mood which sucks because I want people to care about me and all, but they care TOO MUCH at the wrong times, and not enough at the right times.

I'm sick and tired of having to explain myself to people... Leave me the hell alone sometimes. <3<3 Much Love (to those of you who dont piss me off), Leesha

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