I had a weird night last night. I don’t even want to explain it, because I was so pissed off, but anyways, my family gets on my last nerve!

I got reviewed from bop-reviews

Anyways, I started reading a book, Good Peoples, yesterday. It’s a good book, so far and I’m on chapter 11. There are 31 chapters in the book, though. There are a few sexually oriented areas in the book, though but I like it anyway.

It’s snowing

My mom doesn’t believe that there’s a possibility that we won’t have school tomorrow, but it’s sticking to the ground so I think we might not. I really don’ t want to miss anymore school, because they’re cutting into my summer vacation. We already get out of school in mid JUNE!

My mom is going to K-mart to get one of those exercise ball things to flatten out her abs. My step dad has an attitude because he said she’s, “…messing up his day.” When in reality, he was laying on the couch watching Scooby-doo. He should just admit that he’s lazy, and doesn’t feel like leaving the house. That’s fucked up though, because my mom cooks for him, every night without fail (except when we order out) and she almost never wants a ride anywhere. He can be so lame at times. I remember over the summer when he would take all of my friends and me to the movies and to the mall without complaining. Perhaps he just doesn’t like Maryland, but other than that, I don’t know what his problem is.

Have any of you seen the commercials for these “Kids Bop” CD’s where they have these people purposely mess up the best songs to make them more enjoyable for small children. In my opinion, I think those CD’s are lame, and if the songs weren’t enjoyable with the original singer singing it then what makes them think a more child friendly voice singing the same song will be any better!?

Antyme called me late last night just to tell me that “…my boy has a new girl now, and she’s a dime piece” as if I care! Then, he told me that she’s way worst than me, and he misses me, but he couldn’t call me or come to my house and tell me to my face! It’s not like he doesn’t drive, or have a phone! So needless to say, I don’t care but I will be talking to Derrick the next day we have school. (since it’s snowing and all…)

I’m happy right now. I mean, when I look at my life in perspective I’m happy because I’m living well, and I’m successful. I’m making good grades, doing positive things for others, I haven’t resulted to violence, I’ve been keeping my promises for the most part, and I haven’t been too depressed. Me and Brandon’s review site is doing well, also. I’ve made a lot more friends on Diaryland with it, and I’ve discovered many good diaries as well. Hopefully, this is how the whole year will go.

How could I forget? Since several people are worried about me and the things I choose to do when I become depressed, I vowed to try to find more efficient methods for dealing with my anger. Yesterday, I actually wrote in my journal and talked to a few friends, and I felt so much better so thanks to those of you who helped me out yesterday. I guess that’d be: Kristel (we IMed last night), Jennifer (for the email), Jessica C. (I actually got to talk to her and Brandon on the phone yesterday at the same time), Brandon (even though he’s always there when I need him), and Ashala (she called me). So thanks to the five of you.

To end, this is just a note to anyone who has done something for me that I haven’t acted thankful about. You all know who you are:

THANKS! LOVE YA! ;)

Cheesy, I know but it’s all good! Bye!

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