I don't know... I was pissed off one day, and someone laughed and said I was being petty because people who call me their friends pay absolutely no attention to me. The other day, I was pissed off, but I didn't have one particular reason. I was just pissed off in general, like depression. Then, Friday I was really mad, and this time I thought about why I was mad, and I didn't think it would make too much sense to anyone so I decided to put on a happy face, and not let anyone know, but I was hurt in the inside.

A part of me loves having so many friends, and being in these great (sometimes...) relationships with people. Another part of me wishes that I was still a loner so that people wouldn't be able to hurt me the things they do or say because I don't care about them. It sucks the most when someone says they love you one moment, and then they go and spit on you the next.

Now, I think, I know exactly who my real friends are and who I can trust. I DEFINITELY KNOW WHO I CANT...

Bye-o, <3Leesha

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