Does anyone remember a few months ago when I mentioned how my friend Christine Heger died in a car accident? Well, today they're having a free concert in memory of her. I couldn't go, but then again I don't want to because as far as I'm concerned, it's all over and there's no us grieving anymore. It's only gonna make me depressed, and I so don't need that in my life right now. I still miss her though, and there's going to be so much grieving on her birthday (MY BIRTHDAY) this November.

I think that certain peoplefind me really annoying, and I don't try to be and I'm not nearly as crazy this year as I was last year so I don't know what people don't like about me. More than anything, I'm mad that people don't like me, and I don't do anything wrong to any of them. I'm not a mean person, DAMNIT!!! :(

I don't really have anything else to say, but I talked to Brandon for less than 5 minutes yesterday, and I called him today, but his mom said he wasn't there... I miss him an awful lot, guys you just have no idea. :( I had this dream about us (I won't explain it... it was so personal) and I started to miss him so much.

Well, bye buddies. <3<3xoxo<3<3 Leesha (Alicia Marie Bowen)

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