Today is the graduation for Kennedy, so we have no school. I'm sort of sad, but at the same time, I'm happy for the seniors because I know how excited they all are. I hope that Katie and I find some way to get there because as it stands, I'm not going and I really want to go. I promise myself everytime I go through something emotional that I won't cry, so hopefully I won't, but it's just really emotional because they're all such good friends of mine and everything...

Today is bound to be a horrible day...

As we go on/ we remember/all the times we've/ spent together/ and as our lives change/ come whatever/ we will still be/ friends together

--Vitamin C

I've been thinking so much about how my life is going to turn out whe I'm out of high school, and really looking into the future of every aspect of my life. I know that my mom isn't going to wake me up forever, and she won't be there to pay my bills and fix food for me forever so I need to start changing a bit. As far as my love life is concerned, I hope that it'll start to get a little more edgy, and physical (because it's impossible to have a relationship without a physical aspect) and I'd like to see my boyfriend WAY MORE often than I do now.

I think that as far as academics go, I want to tryy hardest to get straight A's for the rest of the time I'm in school, and graduate high school with honors, and maybe even a scholarship or 2. ;) I'm quite the optimist...

I want for my social life to skyrocket, and hopefully the 40+ friends I've made this year will double, and I'll become even closer to the friends I already have. I want to be able to balance out the amount of time I spend with all of my friends, and make surethat I'm not rejecting anyone in the process of building new friendships, and making myself known. I want to be able to run for an office in the SGA next year with confidence and "know" that I'm the best candidate, and that I sholdwin without having to do anything outrageous to get myself heard. I want to be able to walk into a class towards the end of next year, and rather than having people asking who I am, I want them all to know.

Last but certainly not least, I want to take all of the time I have over the summer to get back into shape, flatten my stomach (AGAIN), lose about a 1/2 inch or so from my legs, get a job, volunteer somewhere to get community service hours, grow my hair out and not cut it, work with a vocal teacher onmy voice dynamics so I'm ready for theatre in the fall, go to acting camp in New York in July, and [MOST IMPRTANT OF ALL] start to eat healthier.

I've got really high expectations for myself, but I know that I have what it tkes to get alo of this done. Thanks for reading about my goals, everyone... Bye lovelies. <3<3

Leesha

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