I don't know how I'm going to be able to sum today up in one lousy entry in less than an hour because today was a rather eventful, and emotional day.

Well, I was reading a friends journal today, and well... let me take you back a little bit so you'll fully understand this. Well, me and my friend were and still are really close but when I did the play I started to hang with the techies from the play, and somewhat abandon my other friends aswell as her, and I think she started to feel pretty "left-out" especially since she and the techies aren't on good terms.

To make matters worst, she's in my 7th period along with several of the techies and actors from the play that I'm now very close to, and I tend to (not purposely, mind you) ignore her, and several of my other friends in that class and others that aren't techies... I don't know if it's because of the special connection I felt to these people in green room (it's a drama club ritual thing... don't ask) that makes us inseparable, or if it's hidden spite, but yah... I've been a real bitch towards my other friends though, and the majority haven't done anything to me.

So yah, back to the journal thing... I was reading this entry in my friends journal and she was talking about how one of her friends is being a bitch and not talking to her anymore or whatever, and it sounded alot like what I was doing so I got really pissed off at myself and then I confided in a friend who said I should talk to her about it so I did, and now it's all over.

To anyone this affects: if I seriously knew, while I was doing it, that I was ignoring you then tust me... I wouldn't have done it.

And yah... that was only a fraction of the drama that is my ever-so-eventful day. Bye guys... <3<3 Leesha

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