I don't know what I want to say or what anyone else wants me to say today, but I guess I'm just going to tell you what's on my mind and you judge if this is satisfactory or whatever because you can't go through yourlife thinking that you have to impress someone with every step, and ever breath you take. I'm oh so very tired of the bull shit... maybe I am PMSing... Maybe that's why I told my mom to tell Brandon that I'm busy because I don't feel like putting this off on anyone else. I'm cranky as shit right now!!

ANYWAYS...

I've got the worst stomach cramps today. I've had them vrtually for the whole day, but they got really bad when I got home. I don't want to take this for granted or anything though because I have 2 friends who had to use birth control pills because they weren't getting their period, and so I'm glad I don't have to worry about that.

I feel like shit sometimes because of the way people approach me and talk to me, and know I shouldn't care and in reality I don't, but I wish people could atleast treat me like a human being. though.

There have been so many times where I've been screwed over by people and I always talk about this so I don't want to bore you with the same old shit, but people always tell me to make my entries more EMOTIONAL and the only thing that has affected me MORE THAN ANYTHING for what seems like forever is having bad friends that Ican't trust and people who treat me like shit... I'm just so tired of being so nice to people and them screwing me over in return. It hurts to get stabbed in the back....

I'm gonna go... I need to lay down. Bye guys. <3<3xoxo<3<3 Leesha

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